Unsettled

Feeling unsettled is one of the worst feelings you can have. You feel like something is going to change, needs to change, and you’re waiting for that change, desperately,hopefully, happy and excited, and even terrified. You don’t feel comfortable in the present. You want to be something else, somewhere else, some time else, some ONE else, but no matter what you want, what you try, you’re still just you, even if you don’t really know who YOU is. Especially when you don’t know who you is. It feels like something is banging on the other side of this door. At the same time, you’re piling furniture against this door, and also looking for the key to unlock it, both wanting it to slam open and wanting it to stay shut forever.Because as long as it stays shut, even if it hurts you, you can still pretend to be who everyone wants and expects you to be. Because you feel somewhat secure in the mold others have made for you, even when it tightens, even when it begins to feel like it’s suffocating you.  You tell yourself this is ok, that you’re happy, and a part of you may even be, but another part wants something different, a different life, a different world, a different you.

Just found a party popper in the snack drawer and decided to pop it becuase i was bored, and found an epic fail. The instructions (point base away from face and other people and pull string) were on the INSIDE of the popper, so you could only see them by first popping it.

awesome space savers

check out this page, this stuff is friggen amazing
http://www.resourcefurniture.com/space-saving-video

moving sucks

So yeah, I'm about to be moving, and I'm trying to get ready. We have a weight limit of stuff we can move, and we're really close to to. So I have to get rid of some stuff. I'm such a packrat I still have papers from elementary school.

help out

Please, use the social vibe gadget to the right to help out an important charity. It doesn't cost you anything but a few minutes of your time.
Please, the world needs your help.

Ever have one of those days you just can't write or type because everything seems spelled wrong? I mean days when 'the' doesn't look right. Some days even the simplest words can make you want to bang your head on a wall, desk, or other similarly hard, solid object or surface in frustration. I'm having one of those days. Right now have the words in this post seem to be spelled wrong, but I don't think they really are. It's really annoying.

Phone post

I just sent this post from my phone, because I'm bored. Good to know I can post anytime, anywhere.